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Tuesday, October 02, 2007

Love Lost....

Some days i get crazed I dont know why its so relevent. ill take deep breaths and keep control and go on. ive tried brave and tried to save ive tried to keep it botteled up i think im past my prime, lost my mind and im tourn. No telling what tomorrow holds. Who let who let this feeling die when all i did was try who let you let this feeling die. I cant get you out of my head. my head. Youre the flame that burns me so i know that im still alive. Some say its all fake but i say we control our lives and if my destiny should out best me then thats fine ill make believe thrill and apathy coexist in me the truth is that youre all i got to call mine. NO telling what tomorrow holds. No telling what voice takes control. Who let who let this feeling die. when all i did was try? Who let you let this feeling I cant get you out of my head, my head. YOure the flame that burns me so i know that im still alive Is there anybody out there. Any body calling? Whoah is what i say really wrong. Is there anybody out there? Any body calling? Whoaho is what you say really wrong? Im not in control youre out of control. Who let who let this feeling die. Who let you let this feeling die. I cant get you out of my head youre the flame that burns me so i know that im still alive.

 

 


Friday, September 28, 2007

If our world falls down tomorrow You be sure I'll be there with a net To catch the pieces falling And I was always there And I was always there I was always there but you Just never knew where  (ay oh, ay oh) I hope you weren't waiting long I hope this night makes up for time lost (ay oh, ay oh) Feels like I met you years ago and We're picking up right where we left off I've considered what I'd be like if the ocean poured in From both of the coasts And we set sail to find out Just where our boat would go But I dont think I'd want to know Cuz it would just make time So I could see your smile With our brand new life in tow (ay oh, ay oh) I hope you weren't waiting long I hope this night makes up for time lost (ay oh, ay oh) Feels like I met you years ago and We're picking up right where we left off  And if I'm on the road for Another thousand years or so I hope you know a part of me is at home Not trading brick for straw in The house I built around my heart So when you came with me so tough No "huff and puff" in this man to love No "huff and puff" in this man to love (ay oh, ay oh) I hope you weren't waiting long T hope this night makes up for time lost (ay oh, ay oh) Feels like I met you years ago and We're picking up right where we left off

Beautiful!


Thursday, September 27, 2007

current mood:confused

I say I love...but do I even have the capability anymore? Its like an imaginary friend when you grow up its gone. Oh imaginary love, oh my dear sweet imaginary love come back to me please come back to me!

 

I am the girl with the smiles and gravity and gravity gets thing done. I am always up and im always down but i make it look so fun. And I want them to see and i want them to know but they never find the real me. I never once complained but now twenty years are gone and im ready to explode. Will you wait there darling to make sure i am okay. Will you wait there darling for me? You are the one that can solve all my problems. A savior with only me to save. And thats why your here at least you tell yourself that the motovation becomes so blure. And I want you to see and I want you to know. But you never find the real me. Im burried just benieth the surface and im ready to explode. You wait there darling to make sure i am okay. You will wait there darling for me. You will wait there darling to make sure i am okay. You will wait there darling for me. You will wait there darling to make sure i am okay. You will wait there darling for me. I am the girl with the smile and gravity and gravity gets things done. I never once complained but now 20 years are gone and im ready to explode....

 

I should have known what i was in for i should have hit the ground running but i never saw it comming. You always acted like you never been through this before. How would I have figured out. What do you take me for? Now i know youre just a joke. Their gonna settle the score gonna know your just a joke. Break break but you cannot lie. They're gonna know. In your face when i see a shalow discrace you left behind memories of your taste. And i should have known what i was in for. I should have hit the ground running but i never saw it comming. You always acted like you never been through this before. How would I have figured out. What do you take me for? Now i know youre just a joke. Thier gonna settle the score. Gonna know youre just a joke.  Break break but y ou cannot lie.. Wasted days....did you get the wrong idea...a step behind. Were going all the wrong directions yeah. And I should have known what i was in for. I should have hit the ground running but i never saw it comming.  you always acted like you never been through this before. And the days pass by so fast . You never knew what you wre getting into. and you never know, but i should i should have known what i was in for. I should have hit the ground running but i never saw it comming.....

 

 


Thursday, August 23, 2007

Pound my knuckles hard against the floor. My head against the wall. But I did this to myself. Assume it's just not worth getting back up, so I'll blame it on bad luck. And I'll shake responsibility.

I spent some time in a bad place at 18, wishing I could see something through clear eyes. Do you ever wake up to realize that your life is meaningless? Does it give you strength or lead you to your grave at a young age?

Pound my knuckles hard against the floor. My head against the wall. But I did this to myself. Assume it's just not worth getting back up, so I'll blame it on bad luck. And I'll shake responsibility.

It seems that when I ran away from my past all my dignity, my faith, my pride got left back. And now I think it's time that I realize self pity's meaningless. Though I'm 10 feet deep, I'll claw my way back out from in my grave.

Pound my knuckles hard against the floor. My head against the wall. But I did this to myself. Assume it's just not worth getting back up, So I'll blame it on bad luck. And I'll shake responsibility. And say a hard life did this to me.

Now I realize, I'd give anything I have to walk a day in my old shoes. Wondering what my first smoke would be like, my first fuck, my next fuck up. Or the next band that would change my life and it changed my life
and it changed my life.

Pound my knuckles hard against the floor. My head against the wall. But I did this to myself. Assume it's just not worth getting back up, So I'll blame it on bad luck. And I'll shake responsibility. And say a hard life did this to me.


Friday, July 20, 2007

its time to come my little friends

to join in hands and sing, the days are long the nights get short as our lifes come to an end. We embrace it here, with love my dear, as we contomplate of past. The years go by and we begin to realize that yesterdays memories wont last. For time will come and time will go and all in none forgot, and in the end we realize that is just what we sought.



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